Who I Want To Meet In Person

I've lived in Malaysia for three months to study English course. Three months later I've finished my English. After that, I've long holiday to meet my parents in Indonesia.
I missed so much to my parents, because I never forget loving parents. to many has been done both of my parents to me, such as : when I child, I'm always right even if I'll do is wrong.
When I was little, my parents taught how to learn to walk. With the patient both my parents taught me, or the relentless exhaustion.

The Hardest Thing That I Ever Had To Do

What I see in my eyes is hard thing to do but the hardest thing I ever felt is "LOVE". I don't know why is the hardest thing I to do it. Some people think "LOVE" just a game, only for increased her/his popular or some girls only got his boyfriend's money to fulfill what she wants.

I'm confused to understand how "TRUE LOVE" is. Many book I've been read, I can't found it. I try some theory how to understand "TRUE LOVE" in reality but it didn't work, only pain and regret I get.

Now, I trying to realize what happened to me and God(Allah S.W.T) was gave to me. I'm just ordinary person, no one "LOVE" me in out of there. But, someday I will find someone who really "LOVE" me whatever I have.

It the hardest thing what I don't get an answer. "TRUE LOVE".

Usually I do When It Is Raining

I see, this topic it can be a lot of meaning, so we must have an imagine to do it.
What I do when it's raining? so many thing I'll do it. For example :

1. First time I must sleep, why? because when it's raining and the situation become smooth and silence. So, the body carried away it.

2. Hmm, we can't go outside or hanging out when it's raining,why? because too lazy if we hanging out in a bad condition.

3. The last I'll do when it's raining is playing game or some activity in indoor like playing card with my friends and get some joke and we laugh together. Hohoho.

A Time When I Were Sad

All the trials that there is, there is something in it. But it just happens, when the test comes, I feel sad. But underneath it all, there is provision that awaits in sight.

A Time When I Were Happy

When I was 5 years, whatever I do whether it bother anyone else, I feel happy because I did not think about what happens afterward. All I know is just fun, the risk of whatever I do, all covered by my parents.So unfortunately, my parents do this all for my happiness.